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TGIA ???

Thank God I’m Awake ….

I don’t feel to happy about saying TGIF because I only do when I’m getting paid and the 2day off begins. Today supposedly I will be getting a phone call back regards to some hours scheduled for me, but yet the boss didn’t say the words I wanted to hear. Which is ( you got the job) or ( your on board) . Any terms that says I’m hired, so it still leaves me out thinking and hoping that today’s interveiw for this week might be the one as well. I’m a little anxious but actually more calm . After these couple interviews this week I feel like I’m a pro and I just need to get hired . I GOT RENT AND BILLS DUDE! Sigh I am grateful though that he woke me up this morning to see another beautiful day . 

TGIA…

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What a Thursday 

So it’s coming to the end of the week and I got sorta good news , but still job hunting . It’s been stressful and I am trying my hardest to keep it together . I do feel that I am doing a good job maintaining my emotions of how stress I am and I have been continuing to spread peace and good vibes to everyone . My positive mind won’t expire it’s permanent and I will continue to hunt until I found my job . Wish me luck guys that’s all I ask for . Muah !! 

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Morning Thought’s

Good-Morning-ImageI haven’t blogged in a few days and I feel horrible about it. My thoughts wanted to spread words but I have been feeling so out of it with this whole job hunting thing. It really has me overwhelmed. I have been busting my butt trying so hard to build these interviews, but yet I feel as they just don’t like me. I have no idea what i am doing wrong . Sigh I feel like just hiding under my blanket the whole day today. I woke up feeling tired because all I do is job hunt, its like working but for free …Grrrr!

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Sweet dreams 

It rained almost the whole day, and I attended a interview this morning . It was unbelievable because it only last 5 minutes . I felt tired and a little sad. I felt lonely because I’m tired of job hunting , it’s making me overwhelm . When I think of a good life I still have I tell myself everything will be just fine . Make the best out of everything , you only get one life . Don’t let your fears get to you . I sometimes do and it makes me sick . I tell myself I still feel loved by those who I care and care about me. With that being said I’m gonna continue to watch more of my show until I fall asleep . Goodnight loves 

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Feeling Sick

Tell me how I had an interview today in the city, and I end up feeling like a zombie this morning. I took a 600 Ibuprofen last night right before bed because I was in so much pain and my cramps were really heating up. This morning my body felt weak and I couldn’t even get off the bed. I feel upset but I have been pushing myself and it can be very stressful when job hunting. I just hope I can have another chance to do this right. For now I am stuck at home watching TV and I feel like crap =( littlemissstrawberryillustration_libertyantoniasadler_metro

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What A Long Morning….

Feeling-Overwhelmed-2OMG, at 2 in the morning my smoke/carbon monoxide goes off. I jumped out my sleep panicking because this has never happened to me. I was so tired and scared first reaction was calling for the fire department to come and confirm that there is nothing wrong. Thank god everything is okay I just need to get a new smoke detector which I already ordered and waiting for to come this afternoon. UGH going back to sleep was the hard part I was panicking for every noise that woke me. I even threw up after the fire men left because of how blah my stomach felt about the whole situation. Now I am exhausted as ever and I just finish drinking some soup feeling a little better. Ughhhhhh…..

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Monday Morning’s

Job hunting is one of the most overwhelming thing to do. Like I feel so overwhelmed about it, but I still have faith and hope. I have been pushing the past week with interviews. I know I will find something , it is just a matter of time. I have been only unemployed for about a week and a half so I am making progress and I think that is what matter’s.      @dailypost 71da967f516e41fdf4a622522e1d7d53